yeah i write it..whatever.


she came to me in the night.
fingers cold and hair tied back tight.
i asked my angel what she was running from
on such a cold dark night.
she looked at me and replied with a sigh.
"i'm no angel sir."
i said "well if your not an angel what are you?"
she still hasn't responded to this day.
but that feeling what we should have been lingers .
for once upon a time we broke each others hearts.
as i went back to my land of ice.
to my frigid mountain side.
somewhere deep within her flame still lies.
waiting to be stomped out by my feet of ice.
shes the one part of me that wont melt.
its her face that keeps me alive
and when the reaper comes kicking at my door.
i'll reveal to her my horns.
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-A tale of ONE city-
time kept following me
but some how it got lost.
as i keep walking looking back with every step.
away from reality my back to the crowds.
into the forest i walk tall and proud
into a dream the darkness.
where wolves prowl.
and dead men lay in shallow graves.
dug next to the rivers of red.
and the living mens parades.
suddenly my dream crashes into me.
where visions meet visions.
and my dreams become real.
bringing feeling to these hands.
i wish to someday see yesterday again..
but tomorrow looks to far from today.
when your in the forest this far from reality.
and you got no place to stay.
unable to put your sword down.
even when afraid.
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the moon shines bright tonight through my stained glass.
reminds me of the nights we never had.
an eerie tale of wolves dances through my head.
howling at the crescent moon they are.
until they are fed.
so they feast upon the benefits of my words.
in the darkness that plagues my mind.
screams meant to reach my mouth.
end up feeding the pack at night.
and so i consume myself without hope.
for i cannot control the wolves.
whore bitten in the frost.
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dying to find life.
its raining inside tonight.
and i know i'm only cracked
but sometimes i feel so broken.
for the life i've been searching for.
cries within the darkness of your heart.
waiting to be released by your tear filled eyes.
and these long lonely nights filled with nonsense
and gifts that never get here.

and hearts that grow apart.
become forgotten.
thorns from this rose coming from my sides.
because shes growing from my inside out.
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through the shadows amongst thy crowd.
fairytale folk and creatures prowl.
on the hunt they feast upon these lands.
bringing plague and shame unto ones hands.
fear not from my own heart.
i run to the beat of it.
for it beats for me and no one else.
into the dark forest we ride.
in search of glory in the night sky.
fallen into the depths of forests.
where dead dreams lay down to sleep.
we free this land from the dark.
bring forth the light.
to let the fallen dreams take flight.
time has come for dawns twilight.
for all my souls lament shall perish tonight.
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i gallop from the abyss on my steed of mist.
searching for my countess to give me one last kiss.
haunted by my memories of thine past.
her blood filled kiss will unburden this.
alas, i have come from the depths
in search of good fortune and change of stars.
as the night sky becomes ours for the taking
our last breathes become ours.
under the shattered moon.
and bright fallen stars.
her fallen is my embrace.
her blood soaked wine is this fate.
for my story has to many chapters to tell.
for i am a dead man raised from hell.
taken from my burial grounds to howl at the moons
with my mistress of midnight enchantments.
tales of pyre and romantics.
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walls closing in everyday.
shortened air.
vision impaired.
everywhere her name is written.
but i don't have the nerve to say it out loud.
and theres no getting out of it.
her kiss and her touch.
i'm out of it .
i think these pills are working kind of.
though i'm still waiting to feel the full results.
and i'm paralyzed by every cigar i smoke.
blowing it out my window because the air is cold.
i'm jealous of holding her as tight as i can.
she keeps me from my greatest fears.
of being alone being who i am.
she dulls my senses in the best way possible.
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spitting blood into the face.
bringing honor with disgrace.
stabbing at the reflection in the water.
he tries to run away.
bound and gagged.
cut from stomach to throat.
he bleeds all his hope.
darkened skies remind him of his past.
ghosts that are mortal walk past.
damned in any way.
demons in his path.
holding out his heart.
already dead but i'm still breathing.
this is the message you wish you never heard.
i'm dead from head to toe.
but still i haunt this earth.
in search of revenge.
i grasp onto you with my roots.
pin you down.
and grab your throat.
whisper in your ear.
this was my dying hope.
as you scream i watch you bleed.
crimson moonlight all over me.
and i am pleased.
may the demon be released.
from within me.
rip into your flesh.
just to see you as me.
just to see you.
as you see me.

-Andy I wonder what it looks like from where she is sitting-
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they fall from the grasp of eden
fallen from the skies to become heathens.
into the mist they strike without fear.
the darkened stars on their wrists
for all to see their wish.

they follow the hymn into the darkness.
to follow him.
they seek out his majesty.
to release him.
they mirror your appearance.
to blend in.
and strike when the lines are thin.

its spiritual terrorism.
and your their next prey.
unless you fight against them.
to only fall another day.
unless you stay the course.
hell will reign with no remorse.
unless you walk into the light.
all will feel hells plight.
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the sun sets on the mountain.
as my eyes set to you.
just as the sun falls into the mountain.
i fall into you.
yours truly intoxicated
intoxicated by you.
your eyes have never looked so at rest.
how ever did i end up in this fine mess.
i'm inside out for you.
outside but in for you.
and this time i think its true.
what i feel for a girl.
for you its true.

arms twisted up in each other.
because i was reaching out in my sleep.
i was reaching for you.

and i sleep entwined with myself.
all bent up over you.
and its the empty space next to me that makes it so real.

i'm all wrapped up into this.
wrapped up into you.
arms entwined i collide every night.
into my dreams where you hold me tight.
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feeling her pounding on my chest.
a heart filled with joy.
looking our very best.
we fade into the night.
not a sound in sight.
or the sound of sight.
and the boy who used to watch the trains fly by
on the tracks in the middle of the night.
experiences something like glue.
and he cant stop thinking of you.
he reaches in his pocket.
but grabs onto something new.
now instead of watching trains.
he's watching you.
glue on his hands.
as the time flies by.
his mind stuck on you.

he cant promise he'll always be there.
but he'll try his very best.
as another train flies by on those tracks.
leaving his youth behind.

i'll jump in my car and turn up my radio.
lost my innocence a long long time ago.
and it wasn't even my mistake.

as we fade into the night.
not a sound in sight.
another train flies by.
my soul taking flight.
we cant all change our pasts.
but we can walk into the light.
thats whats real.
way i've always wanted to feel.
with your glue all over my heels.
cause you wont let me walk away.
even though i swore i wasn't going anyways.
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Longing for your soft touch.
you make my wings feel non existent.
a little bit closer to the ground.
I'd fall from heaven just to be your crutches.
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where is there to go
the corner in between two walls
the only thing i know
i go there to get away
from the nothing i feel everyday

my skin is numb i cant feel your touch
these years of me being useless
has made its cut
i am a heartless criminal
i am a heart filled nobody
in between reasons to live
and i don't have anybody

my love my purgatory
my lover
give me terror one more time
put your dagger into the heart of mine
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i am a killer not of the body
but of spirit and mind.
in this world there is love
but none of it is mine.
i have not felt the love from a real kiss.
only a few fake ones .
that i must confess i really miss.



-Andy
(yeah i wrote all of those..i have more but those are for another time)